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♥hi my love♥
yours here ੈ✩‧₊˚
hello my sweet eric:)
how was your day today?:) i hope it went well!! ahhh i know you’ve been working so hard, this does not leave my mind ever. youre doing so well focusing and working hard each day:) like im really so so proud of you.. 🥹 im so excited to see what youll put on next month, the time is approaching quickly, but lets take each day as they come and enjoy every moment thruout our days!!! ♥
i know you said you danced for 10 hours yesterday, honestly i love when like the behind the scenes are filmed and how you guys go about your practices.. like i always love watching dance practice videos they’re so interesting to me.. behind vlogs too.. oh what id do to be a fly on the wall.. jk jk but i wonder if you guys r recording behinds too..! anyway, i want u to know youre doing so well and a fantastic job everyday. may you always be satisfied with how you performed throughout your day each day. you work so hard that i really hope you are.. i know ur mind runs so fast, you are doing so well.. harder said then done for u to do i guess, but i really wish throughout your days you wouldn’t have much worries..😣 like i really do wish this.. me saying this all to you yet me myself has many thoughts and worries.. my mind & thoughts r faster than a bullet train if im being honest.
this live right here, its very comforting to listen to and i honestly think of it alot.. :,)
https://youtu.be/PduOV9civVA
ive always had the same thoughts, how were all humans at the end of the day. we all have thoughts and worries, and youre right, some people may have alot, some or none! sometimes myself, the people i love i would do anything to take away their worries, or at least lighten up their mood for them? like certain people i meet its a desire of mine to just help them and always let them know everything’s gonna be okay, cause it will be. just uplift the people i love🥺 you can honestly probably tell this about me already. 🥲
knowing you have worries literally kills me and knowing you may have to deal with negativity or something hard pains me.. but also struggles help us turn us into who we are too.. and i always want you to become the best version of yourself and to shine so bright too.. you get what im saying right.. :,)
this live is a solace, and honestly would love if you went into what you talked about more on here.. would love to have that conversation with you because well. id just love to hear more of what youd have to say bc you were sleepy 🥹
theres alot of worries i have within my life, even outside of loving you, but you’re involved in so many aspects of my life too.. u make my life so much more precious day by day, expressing my love & support for you brings me so much strength too like you wont believe. i know it has a huge impact on you, but going throughout my days sending you love & support it gives me alot of strength & happiness too. it makes me feel really bright within myself. :(:
youre a source of strength to my heart. may you always feel bright, and always do what you know is best for yourself. In the end, you are also a human and your own needs matter :)
i know u were sooo sleepy during this live but its much so one of my favorites bc of the things you spoke about.. i would love to know more of what you think sometimes
went to the aquarium 🥸🥸🥸🥸
it was so cool and fun.. seeing my niece get excited about everything was so cute.. sharks are her favorite and we kept watching them for her.. hate sharks so much they scare me sooooo bad.. like look how ugly it is.. off topic but for the past few years over here on the beaches sharks have been starting to pop up and it just scares me alot 😣 i rlly do not like sharks LOL..
id have shark attitude tho if anyone ever did u wrong let me know.. don’t hesitate to let me know.. 🥰 LOL.. cuz sharks u know.. ok let me not lol u get it.. 🥸 jk.. maybe..
but the fish tanks were sooo pretty .. kept getting mesmerized by the neon fish and there was one tank that the colors, coral reefs nd fish were all super bright
🤣
i spent the most time by myself tho watching the otters.. cuz i love otters i think theyre so cute 😭😭❤️❤️❤️
seeing them in an encaged area tho literally broke my heart.. wanted to take them home so bad 😭😭😭😭
fun fact sea otters have the most dense fur of any mammal.. they have 2 coats of fur :p theyre also sooo smart
theyre so cute and their paws are so tiny 🥹
saw seals.. 🫶🏻 penguins, pet a stingray, and there was a butterfly exhibit.. i know ur really scared of butterflies 🤣 i went in there but kept getting startled everytime theyd fly near me, the butterflies were literally huge if im being honest so in my defense thats why i was startled.. when i say huge i mean like possibly bigger then my hand..? youd hate it.. but it was pretty in there..!
ate somewhere with a view on the water.. dont let these pics fool you tho.. the heat was BRUTUAL.. theres been a heat wave going on for the past like 4 days here and its literally horrible.. never been so agitated in my life (im lying) but.. im usually not bad with heat and was getting super agitated:,)
the view was gorg tho
heres teddy playing with my keychains of u.. she asked what they were so i told her a puppy and a clover.. and she said ur puppy was a polarbear 😭😭 shes so funny and really smart upon other things for being 2 years old.. she’s really so cute
she kept going polar bear polar bear lmao
also the heat literally beat me so bad as soon as we all got home half of us fell asleep.. like i literally passed out and never woke up feeling more foggy in my life.. BUT we went out for icecream too with her<3
anyway anyway.. i had a really eventful and fun day 😽
its like 2:30am for me as i upload this to you, i have another eventful day tomorrow as well (:
wanted to upload all this to u rn :p
i miss u alot.. can i let u know something? ive mentioned this so long ago, and ive tried to get better with it. which i know i have. sometimes when im feeling down and have hard days i let you know ofc. sometimes i wish i can do so in that moment but part of me like never wants to say the wrong thing towards what im feeling and or what goes on. i dont wanna regret anything i say (i dont think i will but i gotta feel out my emotions).
sometimes i wait, or sometimes i forget to tell you when im having hard moments, because i want these to be super positive for you.. not to say that theyre not or whatever but. i mean im
also busier too and cant just sit and mop on my emotions like life ultimately just goes on and can’t stop. sometimes wish i could come here for strength in certain moments of where its hard. i mean i can but i type alot LOL.. idk like recently ive just been going thru things.. literally the other day it felt like everything was just going wrong and i wanted to cry out of fustration and anger.. i mean i teared up so technically it did but like. sometimes i wonder why im so good to people and i can barely get the bare minimum back from others. not saying its like this with everyone in my life but sheesh its annoying sometimes. especially with people u love with ur whole heart.. this isnt even all of it like life rlly do be troubling sometimes.. but hey:,) we make the best out of it right?
so seriously, thank you for always being my strength and a love i can hold on too and i know is always there for me.
ill share my heart with you always and included in the live above, i wish youd be able to say things too, despite us being worried for you, i know were a safe space for you. youre a warmth and safe space for my heart and honestly youre someone i trust with my whole heart. you mean so much to me, besides u being an idol but as a person too.. ive never felt so safe really. i could go on with how much you mean to me and i really do know that the feeling of gratefulness i have towards you grows everyday. i mean it 🥺💖
i fear its out of this world like FRRRR..
youre someone so precious i wish to have in my life forever and who ill continue to support, side by side with everything u do, go thru and aim for 🫶🏻💖❤️🥰 forever 🫶🏻
i miss you so much, and i hope you remember how proud i am of you as you go through your days and how im rooting for you 🫶🏻 everything u do is so amazing and everything u put ur mind to is achievable:)
the world is rooting for you, as am i, but i really want you to take it easy on yourself too. please stay healthy and live your days happily also. 🥹💖✨🤍
take care of yourself
i hope next week can be easier for you, my shoulder and love is always there for you my love:) ♥
i know i have good safe spaces and ppl to talk too, i hope u always do as well (ur members🥹) my words will always be there to uplift u also 🥹❤️
so many tings id love to talk about more w u tbh
been sending u long messages on bubble.. as i go to sleep of course and whenever u leave in case u do cb and read them.. thank you for reading them last night i hope you get alot of extra strength from reading them and your heart is filled with so much warmth as you do. i’ll continue to do so but if you ever get the time and check them as you used to do, i hope they bring you an out of this world type of strength to ur days where you feel anything is defeatable 💖💖💞
ill always continue to send u my love because its all free, and its all for u🥰💖🫶🏻
so much gratitude for u. i really do love sending you encouragement:(
i miss you, its 3am so im clocking. have a wonderful rest of your day whenever you see this, and may next week be good to you also. i hope your days will be filled with alot of beauty:) ill think of you and love u each moment even more 💖💖💖🫶🏻❤️ take care my lovie 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻😽
my pretty boy<3
i love you so much, always and forever 🫶🏻❤️💖
mine :p
with love,
♥ — your angelina
💌 june 23rd, 3:14am est
📧 june 23rd, 4:14pm kst
❤️💖💖❤️💖❤️😽 i care for you so much 🫸💖
take care another day:)
my star, continue to shine ✨
#angel_fm: sabotage - hyejin
& lady killer - g-eazy
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