Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? hope you’ve been feeling just as good as you look hopping over a schedule to another, getting closer to the tour might not help in easing all that workload but as long as you can keep on looking after yourself, that’s all that matters, take care kev ♡
As for me, we’ve been sparing extra time for ourselves, we’re doing okay I guess, I do need to keep that up for now so I’m just passing by~
We’ve now hit 2years since thebzone which got me scroll all the way down to June 2022, how to tell u no matter in which state of mind I am bathing in, it just takes a dive through the lovely memories you’ve gifted me with to crack a smile in a min </3
I’ve gone over it so much already but you have no idea how much this day means to me, people still be dislocating their jaws to this day whenever I brag about (as I should) how you were my first concert ever out of them all, a tour announcement, a piggy bank broken, a ticketing chaos, a tweet, new theb friends and the rest is history
Happy 2years to you guys sprinkling sparkles onto my youth, the concert was a day after my last exam of the year and so my last day in high school, a few months before I turned 18 and here we are, two years later about to turn 20 with y’all, diving in the same circumstances, it’s crazy how I’ve continually been celebrating every big event with you guys
And that’s such happy memories to which I can comeback to whenever, that do help in maintaining this feeling of gratitude and constant hope despite occasionally moving forward to be slapped left and right by how sadistic life can get lmaoo
I’m genuinely so grateful to be able to take delivery of anything coming my way and figure things out while relying on a much more heedful approach for myself to not crumble down entirely out of pressure, like regardless of how bad it is let the girl crack a smile watching her faves go all out y’all
Life will mess with your brain but there’s Kevin Moon, my lil not so life motto these days lmaoo🫶🏻
I’ve taken the best out of every little bits and pieces I got to gather and draw memories out of with you that, listening to your music alone, serves back genuine happiness on the table, I’m getting so much strength just from turning on a song or a content to which I associate a certain souvenir with, that it’s just a matter of a click for me to smile and find a reason to keep on going <3
It’s like lil bubbles suspended around me exuding the right energy, call me crazy but putting such thoughts into perspective and drawing comfort out of it helps me stay feet shoved into the ground lmao
I was watching an interview of Billie Eilish just now, with a huge French YouTuber whos career has pretty much shifted into interviewing which is lowkey crazy but anyways that’s not the topic, she was saying how she found music was actually the safest place for her to express whatever on her mind without having to second thought her words, as she has only expressively put in writing what she wanted to convey, leaving to each their own interpretation
You know I’ve been just sitting down as the pro fangirl I am, turning on your vlives to shut my brain off lmao, and this honesty emerging out of your passion is so revelatory of the amount of people you guys got right beside you, like it literally got me feel so good seeing your eyes sparkle just by the mention or the act of playing and making music
Seeing her talk about how mentally and physically invested she gets into each of her releases, staying 6h under water (screamed lmao pls) and doing the craziest things for the purpose of creation is so admirable of her and this very aspect has honestly always brought me nothing but motivation to live a bit more fiercely
Just so you know, you’re not always aware, but you really are helping people even if it’s through clips dating up to ages ago lmao, thank you my Kevin, a forever blessing to have you spur me with confidence regarding what I aspire to wrap my name around ♡
All about you has been my lil obsession lately, “서로의 이름으로 가득 채운 youth” and I feel like crying every single time lmao, ily
Anyways, man I’m too used to this routine it feels so weird not writing letters I miss u, just felt like peeking my head out as we gotta celebrate, I’ll comeback when I’ll feel less like a mess lmao, take care of yourself my Kevin, and get ready for the books I’ll be writing you catching up on everything I am yet to mention lmaoo, thank you endlessly for your time ♡
I’m going to get going now~ we’re not yet in the best place for this but well, I do have the most loving mom, the clingiest siblings and the loveliest besties (gotta thank jade too<3) to keep me sane, adding to that the best idols one can dream of, things will eventually move back into place, it has to~
Can u see how much I seek positivity lmao, I’d lowkey eat rocks if it wasn’t for this mindset, that’s all thanks to y’all for making me so full of love, I’m so grateful to have you around ♡
Sending you the best of luck for all the work you’ll have to take upon in the next days, you’re doing amazing my Kevin, ‘should’ve seen me choking up on air at those last The Star pics, it might be my favorite photoshoot up to date tbh, you looked so good, that face card might’ve shattered some cam lenses back there-
When I tell you models be thanking the universe you chose music, looking forward to anything you have and will land your golden hands onto kev, keep on shining ♡
I’ll end it here for today, don’t know when I’ll peek my head out again but just know that that French girl is always somewhere fangirling over you lmao, love you always, have a restful night and take it easy Kevin, I’ll keep on drawing energy from the lovely artist you are, finding my way back to my fave one soon ♡
Please take great care of yourself as always, stay safe, rest well and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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