Hi, dear☺ I'm here again hihi.
Are you doing well there? Must be very busy preparing for the concert. I notice all of you have your own individual schedules. Nice to know that you all can try many things there☺
I'm not busy anymore, fortunately hahaha. I can go online more, scroll timeline, watch some videos. I've done my contract renewal have I told you? I've finished some trainings too hehe. It's better now.
And I wanna tell you that I start doing a new habit! I start walking every afternoon-evening (around 4-7 pm depends on my mood) between my teaching schedule. I've check my BMI (body mass index) and it's written that I have to walk at least 7k steps per day. It's around 6-7 kilometers or around one hour per day. It's not jogging, it's literally walking. Brisk walking. It's been more than a month I think.
This new habit is not focused on losing weight but on my personal health. I always tell you that I easily get stressed because I work from home and seldom go outside. I also still have got severe headache sometimes. The good news is, my body condition feels much better since I start walking! No headache anymore I'm super happy😆
I'm happy that I can love myself more. I hope I can be consistent.
I also change some skincare I use. I try some new brands and products. It's amazing, Kevin! I feel my skin is hydrated better now hihi. Many good things happen☺
But since we're welcoming the end of June, I start feeling blue again. My father was passed away on July 4th 2018 and every time around June to July I will miss him more than usual.
And few days ago, Kevin .... He came to my dream. I don't know what's the meaning of it but I still remember it till now. In my dream, I didn't remember that he's passed away. I didn't find him at home so I tried to call him. He answered it and said that he's in hospital visiting his friend who's hospitalized there and asked me to come too. I went there and I really remember when I entered the room, he's there, smiling at me and asked for a hug. His hug was very warm, Vin .... He said some words with calming voice. I really miss him. My mom also said that he came to her dream, too.
Good news, I will go to my mom's hometown next week to visit him☺ Have I told you that my father's grave is next to my grandpa's? My family has a private land (is it correct?). We make it as family's cemetery. I'll send you some photos later!☺
Oh! 20th of June was my mom's birthday! We went on date as usual kkk. But since we didn't have much time we only went out for dinner and a cup of coffee (I ordered ice choco actually kkk).
Back again to my new habit. I sometimes go to the city sport centre. They open the place for jogging for free! Many people go to the stadium and jogging outside (there is running track around it). The second pict is the venue for Zeneration 2 in Jakarta later kkk.
I also took some pictures of food lately kkk.
The first pict was ricebowl I ate after walking. The second was nasi goreng when I went to photoism for Jacob's frame. The third was sate (chicken skewer) I ate after walking (different day kkk). The fourth was all you can eat 떡볶이 (only the ice cream left🤣 that was me in denim fyi). The last was some snacks I ordered in karaoke room. Just simple food but always make me happy❤❤❤
Now, your photo time!
Pretty❤❤❤
Kevin🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 (I'm crying again😭😭😭😭😭😭😭)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA😭 how can I recover from this kevinwhysohandsome syndrom if you are always like THAT :') I cannot survive.
Why that pose looks familiar😂😂 That new album must be lit🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I showed these photos to my mom. "The one with black hair is Kevin, right?"😂 Because she too focused on Eric hahaha.
Oh! I always tell my mom about your schedules. "Kevin is in here today ... Kevin is having that today ... Kevin is this Kevin is that ...." then one day my mom replied, "Why are you very uptodate about him??"
He literally appears on my timeline 24/7, Ma'am😂
I like those songs these days. Especially Youngji!! Have you seen her MV? IT'S SUPER CUTE😆😆 Kyungsoo (D.O.) is really lovely. The song is about a big (tall) girl who is always insecure because she's not as small and as cute as other girls. I relate the song so much.
Why is it hard to be confident, Vin? I always tell everybody (including you) to be confident but it's hard to do by myself😂 We have our own struggle but I hope we can cope with them well☺
Thank you for living your life well till now, Kevin❤
Oh, do you remember one of my letters here? 100 reasons why you have to live your life well? I just realised that you've done sooooo many in the list!!!!!! I'm super happy and very proud of you❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Keep it up, dear!😆🔥🔥🔥
I need to sleep now. Thank you for reading as usual☺
Thank you for always loving TheBs, Kevin❤ Thank you for bringing colours to my life.
OH! I made a tweet about yin-yang theory. I'll tell you later maybe kkk I'm sleepy😂
Good night, pumpkin!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
with much much love, Angelica.
You're the cutest ever!❤❤❤❤❤❤