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ciao mio dolce kev♡
now hawld on what happenedㅡ
we actually had some infos???😭
this is not a lot, but at least it's something!!
I wanted to study today but I got way too distracted and started panicking so much that I had to take my little natural drops for anxiety lol (all good, I take them sometimes when I'm too overwhelmed)
all of this during exam sessions is not the best at all🙇♀️
but yeah
I called Mat earlier, and we booked the hotel because the price was WAY TOO GOOD.
and the Hotel is literally 10 mins by foot from the venue, so it's literally perfect.
what I'm stressed about now, it's Paris.
The venue has a capacity of 4600 people??? umh hello?😭
I get that French deobis are pissed,,,, it's also Hyunjae's bday and I'm guessing A LOT of people is considering Paris as the ideal stop since you don't need a passport to get there from Europe, while, because of Brexit now London requires one...
ahhh it's truly messed up, but I'll get that ticket somehow.. VIP or not 🥲
now I just have to understand who am I traveling there with and when hahaha
London is pretty much settled up, but I'm afraid I'll have to stay alone in Paris for one day at least
but it's ok, I'm an adult 😎😎 (I'm shitting my pants)
SO YEAH
I'm hoping tomorrow MagicSound will drop the ticketing infos 🙇♀️
speaking of manifesting, these days my angelic numbers are getting way too frequent... it's def a good sign 🥹
that is the only thing that makes me sigh in relief!
let's hope for the best🤞🏻
tour aside
I'm going back to work tomorrow WHICH IS GREAT
and not doing really much beside that, as I told you, I don't really have plans for this week so I'll just stay busy Deobi-ing and studying (unless I get too distracted by something else)
oh pls kevin give me the right motivation to study, I can't do this anymore
I'm not built for this life 😭
I was born to go to concerts and spend my silly little money I earn with questionable jobs🚶♀️not to study
never been a good student
pls free me #help
so YEAH
ah btw I woke up to this this morning, I almost fell out of bed
not funny, didn't laugh
but I almost cried bc boy you're breathtaking-
and my friends keep reminding me that you're the most beautiful human being irl and I probably won't come out alive from that arena
didn't ask, didn't want to know
I'm scared
before going to bed, here are some tiktoks I wanted to send u eheh
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGep2FeFn/ jae sent me this, but just to let u know, this is how I perceive u and jacob btw (you're the one singing if it wasn't clear enough LOL)
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGepYc7Pv/ some good vibes 🫶🏻
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGep2NcSC/ I feel SO BAD for laughing at this, but this has been my fav thing for a good week now lmao pls 😭
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGepYcTqR/ iconic !!!
still waiting for u to dance to this btw
THATS IT I'LL GO TO BED 🤍🤍🤍
I'll update u tomorrow ehehe
Hopefully we'll know more about ticketing 🥹
love you keb🤍 as I always do (but a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow) 🤍
so so proud of you ♡ You did great today too🫂
pce out
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