gotta work on that title…
ok we’re doing this again
idk what the hell that person on bubble meant exactly by that “ugly” comment, but whether or not it was intended as a joke, it sparked something inside me again and I feel it is now my duty to ramble yet again about how beautiful you are and how loved you are
strap in buddy this is a long one (funny things after I promise)
once again, not overly great with words, especially at 4am but imma do my best
(fun fact i spent an hour writing this)
<3
you're so special. you are the most beautiful person i've ever seen and met. I genuinely mean that so so much. i don't know how i got so lucky to even get to know you, in any capacity, but i'm so grateful for you. Your presence alone brings so much love, joy and comfort to so many people across they world, we are so lucky to know you and love you.
I’m definitely of the belief that people with a beautiful heart are 10000% more beautiful outwardly, which I think explains a lot for you :P
sometimes I wish you could see yourself from my (and all of deobi’s) perspective so you'll know and see for yourself that you are way too beautiful inside and out. we literally just adore you so so much, and everything about you is just perfect. There just isn’t enough words in the English language to describe just how angelic you are to us.
and if no one has told you this lately, I'm so proud of you.
I hope you know how worthy you are and how much good you bring to the world.
you work so incredibly hard for us, and believe me when I say it does not go unnoticed.
we noticed kev, and we love you so very much for all you give us.
it's okay to not feel your best sometimes. it's okay to feel bad. but I hope you know your worth.
I hope you know that your smile made someone's day even more brighter, and even on the days that it’s hard to smile, your presence alone still brings comfort.
if you could see yourself through my eyes you would see such a beautiful soul.
and I just wanted to take a moment to express how much you mean to me, to all of us.
You’ve brought so much joy, laughter and love into our lives. Your kindness and loving nature have inspired me in countless ways.
Thank you for being the wonderful person that you are, and for all the love and support you've given us. You truly mean the world to to all of us. We can only hope to repay how much love you’ve given us over the years. No matter how much love we give you, it’s not enough for what you truly deserve.
I could literally go on for days about every little thing I love about you but for the sake of time I will not.
I want you to know that you are loved, for all that you are, and all that you have been, and all that you will become, you are loved.
I want you to know that your flaws are welcomed, and know that all of who you are is beautiful, you are loved. In your entirety, you are loved by me, and so so many other beautiful people.
you’re human, and by nature you’re imperfect, but to us, to me, you are perfect, don’t forget that.
if Kevin has 1 million fans, I am one of them, if he has 1000 fans I am one of them, if he has 1 fan, it’s me, and if he has 0, I have been yeeted into the abyss.
i love you, and if i have to write stuff like this more often to let you know that, then i will.
*ahem*
now that that’s over, onto the actually entertaining shit
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Idk what came over me today at literally midnight, but I decided that this was the perfect time to deep clean my entire apartment, and I found some interesting things that I think you’d enjoy
so I present: questionable items found in jae’s apartment
ITEM ONE: two tonne rigging cables
ITEM TWO: a small collection of drumsticks
ITEM THREE: my passport?
ITEM FOUR: chanhee and sunwoo photocards
ITEM FIVE: a literal crown?
ITEM SIX: keeho dollar?
ngl this is iconic. whoever made this is talented.
ITEM SEVEN: uhhhhhh
ITEM EIGHT: dabbing jungkook
i hope you enjoyed this insight into my life.
i feel like this collection of items really sums me up as a person.
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I feel like im falling back into my metal music phase… hard……. I’ve had electric callboy on blast the last two days, idk if you like metal or hardstyle music at all but my god what i would give to hear this part again for the first time 😭
it’s the transition from the chants into the drop with the hardstyle drums that just come out of nowhere- literal chills
They also did a collab with babymetal which goes HARD AS HELL goddamn i wanna see babymetal again
Fun fact, i broke a rib at babymetal’s last sydney concert, got slammed into the barricade and it just went *pop*
100% worth it tho. I got some really good pics of them too ><
is this my sign to start my career as a concert photographer.
perhaps.
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anyways it is now 5am and i believe this is my cue to go nap time
i hope you’re doing well, please remember to take care of yourself, make sure you’re eating and drinking enough, and getting enough rest
we can’t wait to see you out on that stage again soon <3 you’ve truly made all of us so proud.
until next time~
byebye kevimite :3
-jae
ps. here’s a song recommendation for you, this song is so comforting to me and i think you’d like it :)