Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? hope you’ve been having the time of your life, got to enjoy yourself working through it all, hopefully holding onto a brighter mindset than mine lmao, you’re doing great my Kevin, thanks for all the hard work, I know I’d most probably collapse on the 14th </3
as for mee, it has been a pretty hectic week with that boiling soup of thoughts rotting in that tiny brain of mine and just as bubbly and optimistic I’ve grown to become, I guess we’ve reached a point where it’s doing more wrong to force it upon myself hence the lil break initiated~
We’re failing so bad at finding our way back to our usual self I’m lowkey frustrated rn Ima fight that girl lmaoo, bro let me write to my fave one in peace I’m just a girl
Anyways, u know you’ll always find me and nothing will ever stop the tip of my fingers from reaching for the notes app, from the moment I believe throwing you boxes of cheesiness out of all the appreciation I hold for you is needed
Every excuse will always be a good one to find my way back to you and I highkey do hope you can find pride in that Kev, as I’m myself beyond proud of the fact that there’s this special someone out there to whom I feel so grateful for, that spreading appreciation in any circumstance has become rather evident ♡
That’s how lovely of a person you are and I hope for you to find gratification in animating such habits in people around you, you’re a good person Kevin ♡
And well, yk I can fight, weirdos better get outta your face before I get them I’m so serious rn
The audacity to even try to play with the man in front of my salad I’ll throw chairs
Be careful yall it’s all in the slipper, might give their brain the lift it needs to get a job idk
No but, I’d be living with a mirror suspended right before my eyes if I were you like Kevin, wryd reading this, turn off your phone it’s time to check yourself up on that black screen man
I don’t think you need me to remind you how breathtaking you are anyways, it must be hard getting bedazzled by those visuals anytime you make eye contact with glass, ‘made eye contact with you and already felt like dying, u strong, I’m not
Lmao, I know the man has grown rightfully confident, still thanks to that weirdo, I got an excuse to fangirl in broad daylight (its 2am), love you my pretty one🫶🏻
You know what tho, anytime I get to witness all of us finding ourselves running in thousands to you as a result of a shared flying thought to shelter you in appreciation, it can only bring me back to how precious of a lil one it makes you
That’s such a heartwarming sight seeing how much impact the simple act of incorporating you in the most trivial parts of our lives has prompted enough healing, for us to feel the need to repay you in its most literal form, all of that just to show appreciation for the great influence you’ve exerted out of that kind heart of yours
I’m pretty sure I’ve fully gone through it already but, our growth gotta reside in whom we surround ourselves with, it gets me growing emotional as the pro sensitive kid I am every once in a while, just contemplating how much of a blessing it is for me to feel this kind of connection and an even deeper inspiration to someone, enough to shift my frame of mind as well as the outlook I hold onto my surroundings
This thought flew back and forth through my mind these past few days as we’re currently ridiculously vulnerable and, I’m just really glad, feeling extremely grateful and fortunate to have you light up a part of my mind even if it’s somewhat blending in with shallow thoughts, it still made a huge difference for me, which was strong enough to comeback to you today and remain successful in clearing my mind to write down for a moment
u know there’s a whole thousand people fighting in that brain of mine 24/7 lmao, it makes it harder to pick the right words out of them all and write without spending a day and a half on one single sentence, but here we are, guess I’m down bad for you that the idea of you reading bad things alone is giving me itchy spots
Lemme send you all the remaining positivity I got in my bag and, remember that only my Kevin, there’s people who are willing to “déchirer” behind bars for you lmao ily, always right by your side🫶🏻
Let’s get into this tho, you’re too cute I died lmao, if you want to use it as slay = tu déchires, gotta conjugate it, howeveer, “tu gères” would sound way less outdated, genz language lmao
Déchirer = to tear up (as in ripping apart)
Gérer = to manage
You can use tu gères as a slang either as a way to thank someone who did you a favor or as a way to compliment them on whatever they achieved, our slay~
So yeah, tu gères kev <3
Noow, I do feel like emptying my mind so let’s start diving into what came out, first the tour, Kevinnnn plsss
Genuine question tho, who the hell do they think you are lmao they got me flabbergasted pls wth
What’s with the tiny conference venue in Paris, 2 stops for an entire continent and the tiniest venue in the country that sells out the most like what are they on, gotta study the European market a bit more thoroughly next time
I’m literally so stressed out, its not even “will I get a vip” but will I get to step a foot in that venue lmao help😭💀
You guys are so famous in Europe, let alone France, we sold out last time before they started adding random seats two weeks before the concert and now what?? Respect my men bro
You’ll sell out the day of the sale and I’ll literally die if I’m not one of them, pray for your baguette jebal I just want to see my boyzies </3
We also booked an Airbnb for London and went out yesterday with my mom and sis to go get my mom’s visa which was already available for collection, it did not even took them a week that’s crazy, London trip is real now🫶🏻🫶🏻
I’m so happy about that Kevin, we’ll stay there for around a week and the Airbnb is pretty close to the ovo arena if we’re successful with ticketing~
My mom was so excited I could literally cry “my daughter is taking me to London!!” screaming in the middle of the street lmao mom ily
My sister will unfortunately not be able to make it because of uni (screw them) so that’s just me and my fave woman <3
Anywayys, I’ve weirdly enough have been randomly stumbling upon lovely people going out and it really did make my day <3 I’ve actually grown very adamant in sticking by the idea that you get back from people the energy you exude, ever since I landed my eyes on the kindhearted man you are, as looking up to someone as genuinely loving and considerate as you are could only make me feel eager to spread as much love around, given how deeply happy you being you only has made me feel
I’m just very grateful for you Kevin, should’ve seen me getting my jaw swollen smiling at that ig like, how even more sweet and thoughtful can you get :(
it means the world to know you pouring your heart out in the time you spare for us reading our letters already, and I can’t even bring myself to put into words how lovely of you it is to cheer for us in your own way just as we do for you, thank you so so much for being there Kevin ♡
Forever grateful, you mean so much to me and if you can remember only a few words out of all the good and bad ones thrown at you on a daily, I do hope you can only keep for yourself everything that has to do with all the happiness you’ve sprinkled around ♡
If it requires for me to spend a few hours as frequently to work my way around words in order to communicate my gratitude in the most accurate way possible, I’d do it just as often, that’s how worthy you are of our time and just as strong of an impact you’ve had on my well being ♡
It’s crazy isn’t it, being your fan lowkey always felt like we had a fan too, and it all resides in your will to make us feel as seen as you can, you’re an angel I don’t deserve u I swear
Thanks for being by my side, the best idol one can dream of we said <3
I really wanted to spare a moment and talk about Jade as well, as the “we get what we exude” reminded me of her; she sent me a message right after I sent you that first letter about how I felt as a way to check up on me and, I literally started bawling my eyes out lmao, I was in such distress I guess I really needed even the plainest words to feel better and she sent them my way right there at the right moment
I know you do find pride in moonlights bonding with each other so that’s little things I’d like to remind you as well, how much you’ve influenced us to act just as considerate and loving as you are, to each other <3
We moonlights are mostly all introverts and overthinkers right here, like bias like fan I guess lmao? But I’ve weirdly enough grown a bit less self conscious around moonlights, it’s easier for me to engage in conversations with them and that’s how I got myself that many friends, as they’ve become a reflection of the lovely artist you are <3
So thank you so much for sending the kindest people my way, I’m so grateful for Jade and if you do read this, love you and thank you Jade🫶🏻🫶🏻
The fact that there’s people out there who are struggling yet are still willing to think about the ones around them and spread love when they need it just as much is so precious, that’s so sweet of her to that and I do hope we can have a similar impact on you as well, just to make you feel like you got people beside you <3
Thank you Kevin, we’ve cried a ridiculous amount of times lately but there was grateful and happy tears here and there and they all had you as a starting point lmao, a blessing to have you my Kevin, you really are too precious for this world, thank you always ♡
See? I’m getting happy again just writing you lmao, when I tell you letters are self fulfilling as well, fangirling over you is literally making my heart so full I’m living again lmao ily thank you kev
I guess I’ll slowly make my way back to you, there’s lots to talk about and to praise you for, I still kept up with all the content that came out as well and will obviously write at least a paragraph for each one of them as the professional yapper I am, so let’s slowly get back into our routine that way alright? <3
I’ll end it for today and comeback to you later as we got lots to go over, as a lil snippet of next letter, we’ve been obsessed with spring snow lately, and I will never be able to unhear that pedal lift you once brought up, I need to crysing to this with you live kev, get that fansong on the setlist universe please lmao
Ready to crysing to every song tbh, I know them all kev, I’m not learning Korean for nothing, I promise you I’ll look at you straight in the eyes rapping to every single word, wait for me bestie
Anywayys, hope you had nothing but a smile on reading through this Kevin, that’s the only thing I’d like to get from you, just for you to feel loved and cared for at each of your reading sesh, thank you as always for your time, thank you for reading and thank you for letting me know you’re right there as well ♡
Love you the most, have a restful night and go take a look at your pretty face for clear skin lmao, dare they mess with you again my teeth are sharpened I’ll bite
Tu gères kev <3
Please take great care of yourself, rest well, stay safe and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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