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♥hi my love♥
yours here ੈ✩‧₊˚
hi hi hi!!! hello my sweet youngjae(:
how have you been? its been a hot minute since you’ve last been here, also a hot min since ive last written tbh 😅 (6 days is alot ok..) LOL i mean ive just been busy and also wanted to take time for myself!
but i really pray all is well with you as you work hard these days.. i know how hard you work literally everyday and you just deserve nonstressful days as you work hard and put in all your energy into everything you do. i pray the universe is kind to you every moment, i hope youre taking it easy on yourself as you navigate your days. i always wish that your new days ahead are brighter than your last, even if theyre amazing days i hope theyre brighter, and if theyre a little iffy, i hope the next days to come can be even better too. 🥺 may the sun always shine on you<3
i miss you, and i know youre doing an amazing job each day:) even when you take a rest for yourself, you work, and when youre doing you, youre always doing an amazing job and im cheering for you ♥:) hehe.. you really must be so busy and i wish you wont be too in your head.. cant imagine how chaotic (?) your thoughts must be, dont know how your days are entirely but i just really pray theyre good ones!!🥰🫶🏻
youre working hard and i always will let u know.. 🫂heres a hug:)
honestly its been a hot minute since ive last written, its now sunday around 3am, really late in fact but im just going to sum up my week for you.. this week was kinda hard in all honesty?? but being with my friends, or people who just make me feel good kinda push that feeling away:) ive been nonstop working, and enjoying part of my days too!
beginning of the week, i was having really bad anxiety which led into the beginning of this week and including from the week before. its started to cool down, not feeling as anxious and stressed as i was:,)
i went to clarissa’s one night.. with that sweatshirt LMAO its soooo comfy and gigantic.. we reppin 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🥸
another night i went out with clarissa, my coworker zach & his gf, and another coworker/friend of mine!! his name is judah! he’s actually a new coworker of mine.. me, clarissa, zach and judah all work together and weve formed like a mini friend group bc we always work tg and have been hanging out too.. besties fr 🤞 i hate calling them coworkers bc theyre all my friends but we all work tg so like ?? idk theyre not just coworkers but u get the jist..
the sunset/harbor pics was the night we all went out.. twas fun :p
friday i traveled to new jersey for my friends graduation party!!
let me get into this story.. cuz.. its scary but also like kinda funny the way it went down..😭 there was a fire in my friends apartment building and just the way found out was really funny.. omg i sound probably crazy saying that but i swear..
so me and my 2 other friends slept over my friend shae’s apartment (the girl who had the graduation party) we were watching music videos on her tv which we were literally blasting like the videos were so loud.. so at one point as we were watching the tv, me and my friend heard a huge boom outside and we both looked at each other like hella confused but then proceeded to continue talking.. also keep in note that at this time firetruck by nct was playing 😭
few mins later pass and we then heard a police siren go by again literally not thinking anything of it.. lets say we may have been a few glasses in on moscato..
maybe 15 mins pass by again and my friend says she smells smoke and we were all like ?? so she gets up to check outside and the smoke gets stronger.. i then looked out her window to then see fire fighters outside and tenants outside.. we literally had no clue what was going on AT all but seeing the fire fighters we were like ok where the hell is a fire.. 😭 we then start to hear banging on the door and they were evacuating everyone..
thinking about it now and like the day after it happened its lowkey super scary bc if we didn’t open that door.. well.. bc eric when i literally tell you the music was so loud, it was superrr loud AND we were all lowkey falling asleep so that wouldve been really bad:,)
also when we were evacuating the stairs had water on them cus of the hose and like us being tipsy.. my friend literally busted her ass 😭😭😭 omfg just thinking about it im laughing again..
also you can laugh about this too.. the only thing i grabbed was ur photocard.. im sorry its ur best photocard and i cant let anything happen to u.. or the photocard.. its too cute..
hope you can laugh at that just a bit hehe..
its really late as i wrap this up but.. im honestly not tired its literally about to hit 4am.. LOL.. okay but as its sunday for me, later i have my cousins graduation party too.. she just graduated high school so i have to go to that..
i might see my friends too later on in the night later.. i was supposed to go to pride later in nyc, which im honestly really bummed about too lowkey.. ive wanted to for sooo long and this year i was supposed too, but plans just didnt work out, and also the heat is supposed to be ridiculous.. like disgustingly hot and the humidity along with the heat in nyc is just overall really gross..
speaking of nyc i promise im writing you a letter of recommendations for nyc 🥹🫶🏻 ill upload that or maybe youll get something soon 🤫 so please look out for that 🥹❤️
ive had a really long day earlier.. did alot of traveling and transferring trains.. 🤧
:p
i know i say it sooo much but ill never not let you know how my heart feels. i miss you so much, and part of my heart always wants to know how you’re doing and if youre okay at all times
i know how hard you’re working and you know how proud i am of you every moment. i am so fond of you and everything you do, im really excited to see what youll show soon and i know youre probably sooo eager to perform 💕 i am sooo excited to see you shine.. like i see and meet you in 19 days.. 🥹🥹💖💖💖 my heart is already bursting with energy just thinking about it:)
thank you for working hard and pushing through these days, even if you may be exhausted. im so proud of you, my love is always with you, wherever you go & if you ever need a boost, i promise its always there. i hope you’ll always feel the warmth of my love when you read these 🥺💖
i love you like the flowers love spring, or with the strength that the moon moves the sea ♥
also i want to recommend u more wave to earth songs, when you recommended it i smiled alot:). their music is really so healing, theyre a fav group of mine i listen to casually. my top favorite which i really think youll love, its called light.
(linked it in yt music:p)
i love peach eyes, love, wave, pink, calla, & bad, too :)
i hope youll find as much peace as i do when i listen to it:) pls listen💖
i hope youre laughing alot these days too. this weel flew by, but i hope next week is so kind to you also. may july we make more lovely memories:) so much in store for us both this new month, may the world be kind to us both. ill spend another month comfortably by your side, loving you even more then i always think i can. you’ve worked so immensely hard in june, may this new july blossom for us both with so many happy memories. may you stay healthy too my love:)
i care for you so please take super care of your health this month.. so excited to see you baby<3
i love you, i adore you more than words & the stars that glow.. :)))
whenever you see this, i hope youre well & of course ill be thinking of you :)💗🫶🏻🤍💕💖❤️🪷
i wonder how you are!! may your days be well 🫶🏻
wahh i miss u so bad i dont want to end this.. plz know i miss u so much and i hope you’re happy..
love you<3
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with love,
♥ — your angel,
angelina
500 on bubble, thank you for always coming:) even when you’re busy. thank you for always stopping by when you can, and even when you want to come talk. were(meee) are always there for you, so you can express yourself and when you want to share things. i hope itll forever be a place where you feel safe, i hope youll only ever see pretty words. for the prettiest boy thats all you deserve to hear and see and ill always send you pretty words. you deserve the world, with every inch of my heart ill always mean that (:
when you stop by it really does keep a smile on my face, and when you read messages too. when youre on there and on ur free time.
thank you for always stopping by :)🫶🏻💗
my boy u are
#angel_fm: Flowers - IYAMAH
I hope u listen well nd like it 🫶🏻
ill see u in my dreams:) have a good rest of ur day or night💗💗💗
💌 june 30th, 4:36am est
📧 june 30th, 5:36pm kst
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첫댓글 (saw this at 5am:)
thinking of u on this early morning 🫶🏻💗 (i always am..) got up sooo early and im lowkey irritated so far.. idk why.. gonna hit up the gym later to make this feeling go away 🤧 been feeling like this recently tbh.. i hope your day today is a good one:) mondays are always a lil iffy, so i hope yours isn’t hard either ❤️ you’re doing so well and im wishing you well:) hope your day is as beautiful as you are my love!! keep ur head high always, im rooting for you wherever you are ❤️❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖💖🌙 i love u :)
omg… thank god you guys are okay. but the ‘firetruck - nct’ got me 🤣🤣🤣 but still!! what a night to remember 🙃
LOLLL no fr it got us too.. 🤣 and yeah def🥹 hehe 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻