hey Kevin!
I don’t have too much to say tonight on purpose, because as i verbalized earlier today, “I don’t want to reflect!” 😂 Which might sound problematic, but for me i think it’s actually a step in the right direction. I tend to be a little TOO reflective, so much so that it takes me out of the moment, or it fuses me so tightly to the moment that i don’t know to separate myself from it. In any case, i’ve had a whole slew of things to reflect on leading up to today, but once it got here i was actually able to pick up on my cues enough to just… stop and exist.
Like i said, not too much to say since i haven’t taken the time to think, and i’d like this day to be one where i just lived.
I just wanted some sort of documentation of this day existing for me, and i’m kind of using this letter as a vehicle for that. thanks for being on the recieving end once again!
now i’m ending the night feeling at peace and full of love. it was a good day of living. from one human to another, i hope you’re able to have a good day of living too.
(a little on the nose, but a good song nevertheless for today’s HEHARGSDLTAET!
no description this time— but the lyrics are particularly relevant for me!)