[케빈] your not so daily dose of chaos

[jaelyn]

things are starting to feel real 😭

my freebies arrived to my Seoul rep today (╯°□°）╯ and my USA ones are scheduled to arrive later this week AAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

this is insane? like I’ve been thinking about it a lot right, and I honestly can’t say I’ve heard of anyone doing a freebie project for a whole ass tour 😭 WHO DOES THAT

I hope k-deobis like them 🥹 honestly the red is one of my fav colours in the set, it just SERVES yaknow

I can’t imagine how nervous y’all must be feeling though 😭 you’re gonna do so well though, I’m so excited to see what you have planned 🤭 we will be cheering for you from down here~

also Alice just sent me this Etsy listing and I cracked up

their designs look cool too tho ngl

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Speaking of zeneration, part of my outfit arrived today hehehe

why am I lowkey obsessed

(Please ignore the mess in the back, I’m sorting through a bunch of crap in my house)

I have a second outfit I’m working on too, but that one’s gonna take a bit more time, cuz I might be bedazzling the hell out of the top… you’ll see later 🤠

my friend shez (real name: sherrie) is making me a new set of nails for the concerts too heheh she always slays with them

fun fact about shez, she was the girl who got her lightstick signed by sunwoo at the Sydney festival last year (no she’s not over it, yes her fiancé is salty that sunwoo lowkey stole his girl HAHAHHAAH)

she has it in a glass display case now, nobody is allowed to so much as BREATHE on it

we love shez

why are these the only pics we have together

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you wanna see the most CURSED preshow email.

ahhahaha 🤠 tomorrow is gonna be hell isn’t it. like wdym you haven’t heard from the client in a week 😭😭😭😭😭

it isn’t often that my boss emails me before a show warning me about a client so this is NAWT good

The bloody runsheet they gave us doesn’t even match up with times… also tf you mean 12am finish BOOO

I might update tomorrow with how it goes… I’m worried 🤠

It’s gonna be one of those shows where I’m gonna have to tell myself the whole time that it’s not gonna matter once it’s over 😭

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I feel like we need to talk about Gibberish for a minute

holy crap

ik y’all never miss with your music but DAMN that song is like falling down a recycling chute but pleasing to the ear

if that made ANY sense.

lowkey makes me wanna play drums again, it’s just such a fun song with so many different elements

I hope y’all perform it on tour outside of Japan 😭 (I know chances are low BUT NEVER ZERO‼️‼️)

you know the “everybody silent” line? how cool would it be to make the audience actually go silent for a few seconds like bey’s energy performance- IM JUST SAYING

also

sigma? who was responsible for that line.

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anyways I’m gonna go get some sleep cuz I have a feeling I have a horrible day ahead of me tomorrow and I need to be as rested as I can be for that…

ahhhahaha fuck my life man

maybe it won’t be that bad..? I’m deluding myself.

anyways me gonna go sleepies

byebye kevlar

-jae

[jaelyn]

also I just saw that comment thread on the kpop cowboy’s video of you and jacob.

wtf. you and matthew need to be separated asap this isn’t good for my mental health.