Dearest Eric,
so uhm I mentioned skipping an exam today right~? welp, I've been sitting in a park for nearly 3 hours and it's been so nice :(( I regret being a homebody and socially anxious because I love sitting in nature!!
I also had two Snow White moments LMAO our town has an alarming number of pigeons, and there was a whole flock around the bench where I was sitting - and one of them decided to sit next to me??
he wouldn't leave even if I tried to scare him LMAO
wouldn't necessarily call him a friend since they're dirty and I'm usually scared of them running into me, but the way he kept staring was so funny
a bit after that I also got to see a baby squirrel!! and then also learn her name!
her name is apparently Riđka (맂카) which is a cute nickname version of the word for ginger! there is a guy who feeds the squirrels in this park every day, and he kept trying to call her over to feed her but she didn't wanna come down LMAO
apparently her mom and dad used to eat nutella and some other random foods that the man brought around, but Riđka and another baby squirrel don't want to- however she's known for messing around with dogs and also responding to her own name! I even got to see her up close because she ran in front of me and just stopped and stared s t r a i g h t at me 🥺 oh to be a little squirrel just running around a park
I also got to help a foreigner with some wifi issue he had! and it sent me back to the job I had last year, because one time my boss and his wife needed me to translate messages from a Serbian mobile service to English - so they could translate them to Korean and help an 아저씨 (their acquaintance?) to activate his number.... I was also their first choice for a 10-11h long shift at a food festival because they needed at least one Serbian speaker there, and I have no sense of being overworked... :D
it's fine, it was fun LMAO
I need to start looking for a job for this summer, but I think my personality is perfect for retail/customer support~ that's what I was most praised for in the convenience store - one time I spent 30 minutes taking a pair of grandmas a around the store, explaining every single item we had on the shelves LMAO I hope I'll find something like that again, however I wouldn't go back to the convenience store.. we were so understaffed that I would have to both tend to the cash register, clean the windows, bring boxes from the back, rearrange items a n d do customer support all at once... bet I was r u n n i n g through the store with boxes of tteokbokki (also couldn't reach high enough to restock those so it was a whole other fight..)
아무튼 I've been sitting here for more than three hours by now, and I don't know if I should go home, give in my lie - that the professor told me to try again in September because I messed up - and have coffee at home,
or option 2, get up and go to the nearby mall for coffee... but my social anxiety is kinda kicking my ass today :(( it sucks because I am self aware enough to know it won't kill me to go and get coffee and gummy candy - but I still can't really do it, and on top of that I am still uncomfy about eating alone.. I need to work on that because I know it can get better!!- just as I'm saying that, a flock of pigeons came over again -_-
I think I'll head home!! Mo also woke up like.. 20 minutes ago.. I'm jealous as hell because I slept for 5h but I can now yap to her instead of a letter~ maybe I'll take my laptop outside and study/write in the park next to my apartment..?
I hope your day is great and that you also have time to spend in a park or by the river! have a great weekend, sleep a lot, rest a lot and know you've done amazing today as well!!
곡추
Sleep Well - d4vd
Your Moon (this time under sunlight~),
달야 ♡
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