Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? hope you got to walk through a better one, are coming to an end of all the practice you’ve bathed in without much trouble, feeling as hyped up as we are because we’re lowkey losing it lmao
You did great today as well my Kevin, great as in thanks for working this much just to break us live, give yourself just as much time to rest for now, we’ll scream later~♡
As for me I’m doing finee, I just turned on a random calligraphy live of yours while playing the uke bc why not, and got reminded of how genuinely obsessed I used to be with it after stumbling upon a ytber whos whole channel revolved around teaching people how to do so, she got me into it, got that unhealthy obsession strike me all over again, took whatever fine liner I had in that soon to burst out pencil case, downloaded every calligraphy sheets on the basics that I could find to try and learn and that’s what I was left with for all those once productive afternoons lmao
I think I’ve mentioned it before too but I learned Chinese mandarin in school and there’s this reusable magic cloth water paper that our teacher advised us to buy, you can basically practice writing each character with ink and water and it would disappear in a second, just like those erasable boards we had as kids but make it fancy lmao
I jumped from google photos calligraphy sheets no one actually turns to, to the writing of Chinese characters it was lowkey intense lmao
But it was so much more fun learning those that way tho, the thing I hated the most about learning mandarin at school was the fact that it was mostly about shoving into our brains those Chinese characters by heart without actually sparing time to exchange that much in the language itself, when you have to learn 50+ words along with 100+ characters every 5 days, your brain frankly explodes I had that vein popping out of my scalp pls
Practicing them that way was however way less of a hassle tbh, as we had to not only practice writing them in the right order and in the right way but also get a hold of how to properly hold that brush and willingly pay attention to the amount of pressure we put into it in order to not end up drooling in that ink lmao
Your brain just has to remember when muscle memory is added to the equation, still traumatized tho, we not vibing with mandarin at school let me learn it by myself lmao
I really will die as a ridiculously huge academic girl looking back at it, everything I start learning has to be as scholar, greatly compiled and well thought of, just like the letters I write you lmao, I lowkey write them in the same body as essays, we need that intro, outro and big paragraph right in between or we die, perfectionist me speaking
Guess that’s what helps me throw you such consequent bags of words, I lowkey loved French in school and absolutely died for when they’d give us enough freedom to go on and jot down whatever based on anything that would fly out of our imagination
I remember this home work we were assigned to, we had to read a book during that 2weeks school break and journal it, logbook vibe or whatever you call it, I filled most of my notebook from the top of my head, apologizing to my teacher again lmao
That’s how obsession goes with me, any hobby I once initiated had to be linear in terms of learning, I just couldn’t start things recklessly without putting much thought into it, and thinking about it, it gotta not be the best way to work around things lmao
Obsession dies fast man, but that’s why I love you, I just need to look at you doing wonders with your art to draw myself back into any past hobbies you’ve helped me acknowledge all over again, I can’t let go of you and so I wouldn’t be able to let go of them either now, the man is keeping me on track lmao ily
That’s why we can’t help but grow fascinated by the artist you are and can only hold respect for the ability you have to spit art out of ur finger tips, I touched to everything you excel at and miserably failed at them all one by one lmao, you make it look so easy and I know it’s way trickier than that and there’s much more technique going into it even just from holding that pen, but it’s the way you make it work just by going with the flow, people would die for your hands lmao
I’d just be sitting watching you make a straight line without a ruler and get that chin down the ground, those hands scream artist property pls what can’t you do
Yk what, I’d draw circles whenever I’d be left bored in class back then, I’ve drawn them so much girl turned into a human compass, that’s the only thing I can do when it comes to drawing, there you go lmao
I just remember making paintings full of bubbles, I was into abstract art growing up obsessing over all those painters and had this lil fixation around drawing things out of bubbles or floating in bubbles, random but that’s one of the many things lil me was up to, I have no idea where the hell I stored all of those but they gotta be somewhere in the house if not in a bin lmao
It does actually perfectly themes up with today’s artist, we’ll get into it at the end of the letter~
Anywayys, we gotta talk about the hints y’all have been throwing our way on the concert setlist cause I spit my lungs out just now, I’ve been so adamant on the fact that all those kingdom and road to kingdom tracks wouldn’t make it out of the basement no more as y’all have mentioned moving on but thebs just be bringing up how those hints could fit those choreos, leave alone the songs which have been sheltered away from any possible performance from yours every since they made it out to the world, I’m lowkey gonna pass out someone look after me I can’t sit before that livestream alone-
How does it feel watching us go feral over rumors knowing well enough what’s awaiting your favorite yappers, I can see y’all smirking a mile away lurking on deobiland, I need to take a ride through your brain right now I can’t wait bro
Streets are saying you’re about to have your UP Kevin moment flying around that sky of thebs, I’d break through the screen if you do so you’re not flexing those wings up our heads without me witnessing your first flight kev
Already waiting for that zeneration 2 dvd now lmao, we need more than a broadcast rn, welcoming back each behind videos you used to put out during those kingdom eras are greatly anticipated, let me buy that online ticket before I forget lmao just realized we’re dying in less than week-
It’s the way you guys just keep holding us close to you without doing a thing because we fully believe in your ability to alter our brain chemistry down with those shows you’re carefully piecing together, it’s fun being a theb man, I don’t know of a moment in my deobi lifespan where I haven’t leaved space for screams lmao
Draw me like your French girls was my last straw pls we be third wheeling so bad lmao
Not us getting content everyday now btw, I love you guys, laughing til my stomach hurts has become a daily practice thanks to yall, we’re laughing more than we’re crying and when you know there’s living onions at the corner of my eyes, that’s a big deal rn lmao
I had to start over yesterday’s ep thrice because I couldn’t stop looking at your face girl couldn’t focus lmao I’m sorry but ‘gotta stop looking this good
Grateful I have y’all tho, nothing can stop me from growing excited when it comes to being on the lookout for each of your upcoming achievements and I love that for myself <3
I’m just glad I can care for you so much that all the appreciation I’m sending you eventually makes its way back to me in the form of a ridiculous amount of joy, yall be sprinkling sparkles around in the most subtle way and this is yet having a one big impact on that every day mood, thanks to y’all we’re remaining just as bubbly <3
Grateful for my boyzies <33
Anyways my Kevin, it’s time for some art now, so there’s this artist I’ve loved painting that bubble obsession of mine, thanks to you and all those random talks I’m instigating on here, we’re having random memories pop up just like that lmao
Josephine Wall an English fantasy painter and sculptor, she mainly works with acrylic paint and is well known for her somewhat mystical paintings, representing nature and its preservation through images coming straight out of her imagination, there’s a pattern to what she draws, lots of fairies, butterflies, animals or insects which she has sculpted as well, she worked around pottery figurines as well as glass panels
There’s lots to see from her but this fantasy aspect is what drew lil me to her works, you know I just love looking at art and actually feeling like it’s taking me into some far away dream, she gives you that feeling instantly with that visual storytelling we absolutely love that <33
I know she has her own art gallery in London so we might stop by if we get the chance to~
So yeah, that’s it for today, I’ll leave you her paintings below and will end it here ♡
Thank you always for finding your way here my Kevin, I know it must be hard for your to even spare time for yourself considering all the work you’re taking upon lately, so we do have to show appreciation for your time, thanks for reading today as well and do think about yourself first, it most likely will turn into another challenge to even try to read all this when the tour will kick off so just take care and you’ll find us whenever anyways ♡
Wishing you a restful night, keeping in the corner of your mind how greatly anticipated everything you’ve been working towards is, you’re doing it for something and we’ll be that reminder for you to grow aware of it, always rooting for that mastermind of yours Kevin, love ya ♡
Please take great care of yourself, stay safe, rest well and I’ll see you in the next one my cherished one🍒♡
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah ♡
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