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<p style="text-align: left;">배울 차례ᆢ?<br>왜냐하면<br>나이 50대넘으면<br>세속과 사람들에 치여 오고<br>상처받은 실망도<br>잠재의식에 있어 <br>굳은 선입견으로 또 짧은견해<br>자기만의 왜곡된 기억과<br>고정관념 ㆍ아집신념으로<br><br>아상이ᆢ쎄진다ㆍ<br>일명 꼰대가 나도 모르게되더라<br>ᆢ<br>난 고립된 산골사는 시골살이<br>이기에 더욱 고집쎈 55세<br>중장년으로 나이들 요소 그득ᆢ<br><br><br>연휴ᆢ나보다 조금 연배가 어리신<br>40대들의 초대로 같이 어울리고<br>냉장고털어 온 먹거리품앗이<br>ᆢ기부 등등<br><br>요트도 그냥타고 동생들지인덕에<br>ᆢ<br>작게나마 닦아 본 도를 세속에서 <br>ᆢ나의 반응이 상대에게 어떻게<br>대처하고 마음을 쓰는지<br><br>마음작용ᆢ알아채기<br>실험 ㆍ<br><br>세속에 나가 써먹지 못하는<br>수행ㆍ도ᆢ<br>과연 ᆢ?<br><br>아직도<br>난 탐진지를 내안에서 뿜뿜하단걸<br>봤다ㆍ<br><br>착하게 살기보단 나다움으로<br>거해도 타인에게 해를 끼지지않는<br>법을 배우고자ᆢ<br>세속 다이빙입수를 해본다ㆍ<br><br>산골 은둔형인간인 나ㆍ<br>단ᆢ배려를 조금. 아는 사람들<br>식별하여 어울려보는 일ㆍ<br><br>때론<br>보약보다 낫다ㆍ<br>그리고 외골수가 내적균형을<br>서로서로 맞추며 공동일을<br>찾아서 하며ᆢ 타인이 기쁘게<br>먹을때 즐거워할때<br><br>같이<br>輸수 喜희ᆢ수희심 기쁨을 보내는 마음이 나온단것을ᆢ<br>우리는 안다ㆍ<br><br>알면서도 안되는게<br>있다는것도 내속을 보게되는<br>좋은공부의 연휴ᆢ<br><br>다양한 경향성들과 어울려봐야<br>내 마음경지가 증거되네 ᆢ<br>부러움도 느끼며ᆢ<br><br>나이먹을수록 넖어져보자<br>내 좁은마음아</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/4a9fa51482a8b625204bbc38d3e48654ca3228ea" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/4a9fa51482a8b625204bbc38d3e48654ca3228ea" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="1280"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/6141027d25eccbfed14e7fd67dd1a84f7d5a3e18" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/6141027d25eccbfed14e7fd67dd1a84f7d5a3e18" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="720"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/cec9606e15fe9cd71ab14ee7b227e57807dbad16" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/cec9606e15fe9cd71ab14ee7b227e57807dbad16" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br><br>이 친구는ᆢ 마치 언니처럼<br>배려하고 팔걷어부치고<br>궂은일 도맡아 하더라ㆍ</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/a6d79d8937dcdf217b1e928ee011c9028b952301" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/a6d79d8937dcdf217b1e928ee011c9028b952301" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="1280"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>난 똥폼이나<br>잡고 사진 ᆢㅋ 아직 갈 길 먼 자ᆢ몽키어른이ᆢ</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/1ce2232de214200081a7d1e892513830415b3e25" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/1ce2232de214200081a7d1e892513830415b3e25" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="1280"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/662053f35c4ab76868b2650b13dbf93a22a29fe8" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/662053f35c4ab76868b2650b13dbf93a22a29fe8" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="720"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br><br><br>일찍 새벽에 도착하여<br>참여친구들위해<br>갑오징어를 혼자 잡았던<br>ᆢ이도. 있고</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/b0acd6f643c855a2f1425c25d27ed8f59e76a391" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/b0acd6f643c855a2f1425c25d27ed8f59e76a391" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="1280"></div><p style="text-align: left;"> </p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/c0e2df7c206cb756cf00147f9ef48f313a02ac9c" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/c0e2df7c206cb756cf00147f9ef48f313a02ac9c" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="720"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/35e0fdaa5e872bdff6ff68002a74b596ac0ff329" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/35e0fdaa5e872bdff6ff68002a74b596ac0ff329" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><p style="text-align: left;">보기엔 까불명랑한데<br>더운데 요리를 맡아하고<br>집에서 부지런히 요즘 물가쎈<br>금배추 겉절이를 해 온ᆢ울산의<br>진이도 나보다 어리다ㆍ<br><br>타인들이 맛나게 먹어주는걸<br>기쁘게 보는ᆢ그 눈이 이쁘더라</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/8296700be81f2142f01b140542770ee097e588b7" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/8296700be81f2142f01b140542770ee097e588b7" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="720"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/c91b9851383d839862df75ffa51b37ba3af521b1" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/c91b9851383d839862df75ffa51b37ba3af521b1" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/1d870b81657a0841e0c87281cb235f06c3d12edd" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/1d870b81657a0841e0c87281cb235f06c3d12edd" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/1c0c47b1903eed51c00cb0c0fd6d6b3fae204449" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/1c0c47b1903eed51c00cb0c0fd6d6b3fae204449" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/18c49e0ec62ea41d5cdad2ad1ea580f80f827d79" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/18c49e0ec62ea41d5cdad2ad1ea580f80f827d79" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br><br>서로 잘 몰라도<br>자연을 바다를 좋아한다는<br>취향하나로 모여서<br>마치 오래본듯ᆢ 서로 각자<br>맡은 일로ᆢ척척 일사천리</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/51a823c36d83fe58eae603db74443a68de2ef5f5" class="txc-image" 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data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="1280"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>난ᆢ 추억을 사진으로 남겨주고<br>멋지게 찍어주는 찍사담당을하여<br>ᆢ고맙단 소리까지 듣고<br>내가 고맙죠</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/f03e23fcc88f650cf654550246cd8de37613bbb7" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/f03e23fcc88f650cf654550246cd8de37613bbb7" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="1280"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>다들 살아온 고통을 나름 풀어놓기도ᆢ 위로를 서로 보내며<br>티타임 시간</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/bf78f51bffd70765d8a20282215abd43cbd96254" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/bf78f51bffd70765d8a20282215abd43cbd96254" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/0cca13ebcdecb27d318280a5afcdf191d7e391ad" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/0cca13ebcdecb27d318280a5afcdf191d7e391ad" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/d28813f8099d8572b670580dfbcce3574e84a184" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/d28813f8099d8572b670580dfbcce3574e84a184" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="405"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br><br>조용히 홀로<br>먼바다를 보며 사색에<br>잠긴 모습도 보이고ᆢ</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/05ec9e8325b457e5b7bff3b910a44b35d6ccdf26" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/05ec9e8325b457e5b7bff3b910a44b35d6ccdf26" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="1280"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>난 해장라면을ᆢ</p><div class="figure-img" data-ke-type="image" data-ke-style="alignCenter" data-ke-mobilestyle="widthOrigin"><img src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/4a6b5615189d5442cab53124864beacb75c4774f" class="txc-image" data-img-src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafeattach/178la/4a6b5615189d5442cab53124864beacb75c4774f" data-origin-width="720" data-origin-height="720"></div><p style="text-align: left;"><br>오십넘으니 하루가 넘 빨라ᆢ<br>남은 나날ㆍ영혼이 성장하고<br>세속현실에서 숨지않고<br>어울려보며 내 모자람을<br>응시해보기로ᆢ<br><br>혼자만 있을때는 내가 타인에게<br>어떻게 상처주는지를 모르더라<br>ᆢ()</p>