I tried to calm down last night and had a more careful thought.
You might already have the operation yesterday or maybe going to be today. My friend had an operation on one of L1-L5 spine a couple years before. The operation itself doesn't have anything to worry about that much. But the more work and focus are the recovery and physiotherapy afterwards.
I trust the medical technology and the doctor team will take care of your case at their best. So now, just follow the treatment and no need to rush. You've already told us that you're taking a break, so take this precious time to rest well for the full recovery. We all can wait with tons of you wonderful music and memories 💙
Lastly, it's Friday today. I can wear "May I Be Your May" tee to work and yes with the lovely canvas tote too. Just like your pic below 😉