[MONSTAX] A Miracle In Spring

[jhana1988]

Dear my bunny,

How are you? It's been a long long day for this whole 59days. I don't know till when i able to keep myself center with all this madness. It's giving me headaches just to think of it. But it must be 10000000x worst for you, i feel bad about it :( Just to rewind 6 months ago, we were so so happy. We see how bright ours future is, the smile you always presented to us, always the kindest. How dare they forcing us into erasing you from our memories when you'll never be one. We used to sing about it in 2018,i was too dumb to see how tough the future going to looks like.Wonho yaa ~~ i miss you so much, it's driving me crazy. I am tired of crying everyday, just because i don't know your whereabouts 😭 I always found the comfort in your words, it keeps me going everyday. The world is unfair, it took away our happiness in just a few days. Wonho ya ~~~ let's be honest? Will you ever comeback to us monbebe? sometime the hopes and dream are seems to fade away. I am scared, seriously. I would never imagine, the happiness we cherish moments ago are meant to be this ugly. Why do bad things keeps happening to those whom kind? I feel angry but i know you won't. I bet you are smiling now, even though it's hurt. The most selfless person, whom always think about others rather than yourself. I miss listening to your voice. I am sorry for missing out lots of your vlive. now whenever i watch your past vlive, it break my heart, it really do 💔💔 When the members posted their selcas, it constantly remind me of you, a person whom showered us with countless loves. Wonhoo ~~~~ please please comeback.

To my another greatest strongest 6 gentleman. I will always keeps supporting you, i am sorry if i am lacking at some point. I seldomly have the courage to see you guys perform as 6, i don't wanna get used to it ㅠㅠ It does seems like i let bad things to keep happening. To minhyuk, you are get more handsome each day. you did sometime resemble wonho and shownu, strong and brave. I thank you for that, it must be hard on you 😭😭 To Hyungwon, a person other see as weak but not to monbebe. To us you are always the strongest, to keep others on track and do what you have to do. Not in a single days, we saw you wipes away those tears yet you show us how fighter should acted. Thank youu thank you so much hyungwon 😭😭 To jooheon whom always smiling looking at monbebe, you have the warmest heart. Please take a good care of yourself ㅠㅠ Don't push yourself too much, i'll never gonna shut up about how cool you were drumming while rapping ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Changkyun, our uri maknae. Please smile more, some of us are worried about you. But i know i can always count on you ㅠㅠㅠ It must been hard for you taking care of yours 6 hyung, you' ll get wrinkle soon with all the worries 😂 Don't stress yourself too much, i hope i can listen to UR live soon. It wass sooo sooo goodddㅠㅠㅠ

hmmm i guess i stop for now, i am running late for works. I wrote this while i am in the subway, promise that i'll write some in the future too . IOVE YOU GUYS 7 PEOPLE SO SO SO MUCH. SEE YOU AGAIN ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️