스크랩 자연을 왜 사랑하느냐/自然を何故愛するか/Why We Should Love the Nature

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자연을 왜 사랑하느냐

기도와 환경적 자극

1974.2.7

한국 본부교회

눈 따위 내리는 밤 선생님은 자지 않아. 자극이 훌륭하지. 해 보라고. 저녁 내내 계속 눈 속을 걷는 자극은 굉장해. 천하를 찾아 가는 남자 혼자의 훌륭함이야. 아무도 볼 수 없는 것이지만, 하늘과 함께 속삭이며 어떤 목적을 향해 나아가는 아름다움이야. 영웅 같은 생각. 왜 눈이 내리느냐. 오늘 저녁 축하를 위해 눈이 내리는 거다. 이렇게 생각하지. 그런 생활이 필요해. 밤새 걷거나 산을 거닐거나 소나무 따위 잔뜩 우거져있는 깜깜한 곳, 어떤 곳에 갔을 때에는 뻥긋이 구멍을 뚫어 초승달이 살짝 빛나고 내리고, 그러한 신비스러움은 자극적이야. 그래서 선생님은 자연을 매우 사랑해. 청평에 다녀오는데 4시간이 걸려. 매일 갔다 왔었지. 왜 매일과 같이? 어제 밤 9시에 돌아 왔어. 아침 일직 또 가. 3,4시간 밖에 있지 않아. 왜 가느냐? 그야말로 모르지. 아침의 기분과 밤의 느낌은 다르다. 자연을 왜 사랑하느냐. 자신의 상진적 성상의 대상이야. 그것을 사랑해야 돼. (번역 : LoveTP)

自然を何故愛するか

祈祷と環境的刺激

1974年2月7日

雪なんか降る晩は先生は寝ないよ。刺激が素晴らしい。やってみな。夜を通してずっと雪の中を歩く刺激は素晴らしい。天下を求めて行く1人男の素晴らしさよ。誰も見れないんだけど、天と共にささやきながら、ある目的地に向かって進む素晴らしさよ。英雄みたいな思い。何で雪が降るや。今晩、祝賀のために雪が降るんだ。こう思うんだよ。そういう生活が必要だよ。夜を通して歩いたり、山をぶらついたり、松林なんか、いっぱい繁っている真っ暗なところで、あるところへ行った場合にはポカッと穴あけて3日月が、さーっと照り注ぐそういう立場の神秘さは刺激的である。だから先生は自然をとても愛する。清平に行って帰るのに四時間かかるんだよ。毎日行っておったよ。何だ毎日のように。昨晩九時に帰って来た。朝また早く行く。3、4時間しか居ない。何で行くや。それこそ分からない。朝の気持ちと夜の気持ちは違う。自然を何故愛するか。自分の象徴的性相の相対者である。それを愛さなければならないや。

Why We Should Love Nature

Prayer and Environmental Stimulation

February 7, 1974

I never sleep in the night if it is snowing outside. What wonderful stimulation it is!  You must try this. You walk in nature all night in the snow. You will never experience anything more exciting. When I do this, I feel as a man who is seeking for God all alone under Heaven and Earth. No one notices you, but you feel pride and excitement in walking the path with a clear purpose in mind. What a wonderful feeling that is. You feel like you are a hero. Why is it snowing? It is to prepare for a banquet in your honor tonight.  This is how you should think. You must experience your life in such a manner. You walk in nature all night. You explore a mountain looking at the natural world. Then you go into a pine forest where trees are overgrown.  After you are walking through the pitch dark forest under tree branches for a while, all of sudden, you look up at a bright quarter moon in the sky in a clearing. That is an unforgettable and exciting experience, being embraced by the shining moonlight. This is the reason why I love nature so much.

It takes about 4 hours to go back to Cheongpyeong. Despite the distance, I go back to Cheongpyeong every day. What – I go back there almost every day? I came here at nine o’clock last night. I will return there in the early morning. I may only stay there for 3 or 4 hours. Then why do I want to go there again?  There is a very mysterious reason. What you experience and feel in nature is different from the morning to the night. Why do I love nature so much? The natural world is your symbolic object partner.  You must love it. Human beings are your substantial object partners. God is your subject partner. When I can have all these three partners, I am a most happy person.