Good evening my lovely Kyun ☺️
I’m not sure if you celebrate but, Happy Easter! I hope you had a blessed Sunday~ Were you able to get lots of rest this weekend? Hopefully you’re ready to tackle the start of a new week :) Let’s work hard together!! You’re the best~
They played the dance practice videos on Triller’s music festival today! You all filmed a lot of content on that day hm? That bucket hat really suits you well~ Your outfit was so hip~ You looked so excited bouncing around in the background 🥺 Sometimes I wonder if the wolf emoji is the best one that describes you or if the cat emoji suits better HAHA Either way, our Kyun is so adorable~ But also I see you with the bboy footwork and top rock 👀 Have you learned some moves before, or was that completely a spur of the moment thing? I had a huge phase back in high school with my friends, but definitely did not master it very well 😂 It’s exciting seeing you having fun though!
It’s almost the 13th in Korea, so its almost Monbebe selca day on Twitter! It’s a day where we post selcas with our biases in Monsta X~ I’m not allowed to post photos of myself here, but I made a cute edit of us hehe so hopefully you’ll get to see it on Twitter 😌 (I’ve definitely accidentally shared my @ with you a few times HAHA so maybe you’ll be able to find it~)
It’s almost 6am here and the sun is slowly rising. You must be wondering why I always stay up so late huh? To be honest, I’m not sure either. In times like these, I should be sleeping early and sleeping lots to build my immune system hahaha. I guess it’s just quieter and more peaceful during early morning hours? There’s nothing to bother me, so I can just immerse myself in my thoughts. It’s the best time for some self reflection. Days pass by so quickly now, it feels like I’m slowly wasting my life away. Makes me think about questions like: What do I wish to accomplish in my life? If I had more time, what do I want to do? Do you have answers to these questions, Changkyun? I don’t think I do. Or, at least, my answers and thoughts are a mess. Life has been so busy at times that when I have time to catch a breath, I wonder why I work so hard and what I’m working so hard for. What is the purpose of my life? (Wow that sounded so philosophical I’m sorry HAHA). Well, I always come to the conclusion (and it’s probably really cheesy but) to live life with no regrets and to do what’s most important or meaningful to me. I always tell myself “I’ll do it later” or “it’s not that big of a deal, I don’t need to do this” and then regret it later on. I think the feeling of regret is the worst feeling in the world~ Also, do what makes you happy. You can’t live forever trying to make other people happy. It’s important to focus on yourself first. I’m still working hard on improving myself in those areas, but thought it’d be nice to share :)
The birds are chirping loudly, so I’m going to go sleep before I won’t be able to fall asleep anymore~ Have a wonderful night Kyun :) Dream of happy things!
PS. Oh right, instead of watching a movie, today I watched the first episode of Crash Landing On You (since so many people were talking about it). Kdramas make my heart go wild~ I want a romance like that too~~ HAHA
Love you!
-Fany
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