currently it's 5:51pm and i am at the train station waiting for the train to go to work.
it's almost a week and i still havent fully accept the reality. i am currently writing this with a very heavy hard, trying hard not to cry in public.
when i first watched the show, i promised myself to not to get too attached,
i watched the show for fun but as time passed by i started to like some of you more and more, day by day.
i got really happy when my picks won in the final episode and i got happy too when the ones who weren't my picks made it through.
and on that day, i promised to support each and everyone of you no matter what.
time passed too fast,
now it's already the end but this is a happy ending right? please tell me it's okay.
i still refuse to believe everything but i believe one thing: everything happens for a reason.
i have so much things to say but i am very bad at expressing myself.
for now, i can only say that i am very thankful for the past 512 days (and more) you gave to me.
for all the times when i was sad, feeling down, very tired of everything, all eleven of you were there to cheer me up.
even with the tiniest action, i felt very grateful and i felt safe.
after this, of course things would be different but the memories we had, i'll keep them with me until my final day. thank you, wanna one.
to jisung,
thank you for being a great leader and taking good care of all the members. you taught me that no matter how old are you, good days will come.
to sungwoon,
thank you for always blessing us with your voice (no but really hahahahah) i love your voice so much, your voice gives me so much comfort.
to minhyun,
another member who is always blessing me with his voice, thank you minhyun. no matter what you choose to do later, i will always support you.
to seongwu,
seongwu who is always making us laugh, thank you for making me smile because of the funny jokes, eventhough some weren't funny but i still laughed hahaha
to jaehwan,
jaehwan who is very playful offstage but very serious on stage. no matter what you do, you will be a star. thank you so much for always singing for us.
to jihoon,
thank you for always being so cute, everytime i watch your videos i get so happy and always remember im so proud of you.
to woojin,
thank you for always giving me energy like literally, everytime i see you, my tired days go away.
to jinyoung,
jinyoung is so always smiling brightly, thank you for smiling. stay happy always and i will always support you.
to daehwi,
thank you for always bringing happiness to the group, my happy virus.
to kuanlin,
thank you for being our maknae, your future is very bright, good luck sweetie.
and last but not least,
to daniel,
thank you existing, you know i love you so much no matter what. you know that right?
wanna one,
thank you so much
i want to write more but im already at work.
please take care,
eat well,
sleep well,
we will meet someday, i promise.
i love you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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