12. 8 🤍💙
Morning my precious Sunshine 🌞🥰
Did you get some good sleep? Are you feeling well? I hope you ended your very late day well yesterday. It seems you had a busy time and have had a lot of thoughts lately. Worrisome thoughts or just, wondering your next steps forward?
I often feel like I share a lot of my personal thoughts and situations with you here and I wish I was able to be the same for you, a person to share with. This is one of those things about the artist/fan relationship that frustrates me. I am the kind of person who will do my best to support my friends in whatever way they need and being at a distance from someone I care about and being able to do so little, it can be a little distressing for me. I never feel like I am doing enough for you, though I want to be someone who supports you and encourages you with all aspects of your life because I have come to grow affectionate towards you like I do my friends. Because I am someone who craves deep connections, this kind of surface level 'friendship' thing is always conflicting for me. I am the kind of person who wishes I could send more personal messages of support, random texts or dropping by or sending food or anything that would be of daily support. With my friends I am often a shoulder to lean on, a well of advice or support, someone with whom to talk things through and I enjoy helping my friends feel good about themselves, making them laugh, having them feel like they deserve time and energy from someone else. I am sure you already get that from people around you, at least I hope you do. Good friendships are hard to come by so should be clung onto for dear life. Please know, that even though I cannot understand the life you lead any deeper than as a fan because we have such a restricted view of life in your shoes and some things get lost in translation or cultural differences. I am still supporting you and cheering you on for every aspect of your life, including your goals and dreams for the near and distant future. I hope you can attain each and every one 😊
OK, now I got that soppy business off my chest... I had a surprisingly productive day despite my own physical restrictions right now. I managed to bath both Mouse and Tequila ( I had to leave Pippin for Thursday) and I got my car serviced and it is in good condition and I also made progress on my project for you. A little at a time I will complete it and you will end up with a few things being sent to you in one go (after the postal strikes are over). This December we have so many job sectors going on strike, teachers, postal service, nurses, train drivers.. there are more. I wonder if there will be any change for the better for them. Time will tell I guess.
I must admit, after all your talk about not being a 'baby' next year, it makes me wonder what delights you have in store for us 😆 I am always curious what you guys are working on, especially because you have about a month of very few public schedules and then the anniversary is coming up in January. I am excited to see how you will develop yourself this next year. I shall continue to do my best to support you in the only ways I can. I can't wait to be amazed and impressed 😌
I shall leave this nightly message here and shall wish you a satisfying and good day. Keep enjoying the little things and working towards your goals. Thankyou for always being sweet and thoughtful and doing your best to spend some time with us even when you are so busy. Take good care of yourself and have a wonderful day
All my Love
Emily 🥰🥰🥰
Quick note: Your food photos on bubble today fell right around dinner time for me and my tummy growled so loudly looking at the delicious food 😂 I really wish Korean food was easier to access here 🥲