Hey my love, how are you today?
I have a lot of exciting news! I’m about to move into my new apartment. This one is all to myself, no annoying roommates. I move in on the 19th. Unfortunately I’m staying with my parents until then. That part is very stressful considering they are not great to live with. I kind of feel like I’m back in high school with how they treat me. That’s okay, I can make it through 10 more days.
I get to decorate my apartment with one of my friends! I have a lot of plans. Once everything is organized, I’ll show you pictures!
Something even more exciting is happening after I move in though. Ghalia is coming to visit me! I finally get to have my girlfriend in my arms. I miss her so much and she’s not even here yet. I get to take her to nice restaurants, and drive her around my city, and lots of other cute couple things.
I’m a bit worried about my family’s reaction to her. They know I’m dating her, but they’re not super supportive. My dad keeps calling her my friend, and when I correct him, he gets uncomfortable. I’m not sure why he’s having such a tough time adjusting to this. She isn’t my first girlfriend and my parents have known I’m bisexual since 2015.
I think a big part of it is that she’s middle eastern and my father is…racist. Part of me doesn’t want to admit that but it’s true, he doesn’t like people that aren’t white. This is the first time I’ve brought someone home that isn’t white so he’s probably got an issue with it.
I don’t care, I love her and if my dad can’t accept that, that’s his problem.
In other news, I’m flying to Saudi Arabia to spend two weeks with Ghalia in october! She wants to bring me to Kcon! Are you going back to Saudi Arabia Kcon this year? I know it’s around the time of the next oneus comeback so I’m not sure you guys can make it. Ghalia is still hoping to see you though. If you do come, I’ll see you there, front row!
Speaking of seeing you, I heard you’re touring again in November! I don’t know if you’re coming back to the USA, but I hope so. If you do, of course I’ll be there. I wouldn’t miss an opportunity to see you again, darling. I’ll go to multiple shows this time instead of just one. Maybe you’ll recognize me and my silly braids that you said you liked.
I’m going to try for another fancall before you tour again if the comeback is before the tour. I miss you every single day and I’d love to talk to you again.
Alright, before I go, here’s today’s song recommendation. I’ve been really into Taylor Swift lately so please listen to Starlight (Taylor’s Version) by Taylor Swift. I remember listening to this song in the car with my sister when she was in college. The album Red had just come out and we were obsessed with it. Now, the song makes me think of you. All things relating to the night sky remind me of you, my moon boy. I love you.
I hope you’re having a good day, remember to smile a lot!
I’ll love you always, my moon
Love, Jae 🤍