I miss you today too. I miss you more everyday.
I hope you're looking at the new chapter of your life without regrets. I know you've endured a lot, so please leave them behind. Jaewona, life moves on, and so can you.
Please just come back to us. I don't care how, but just please come back and tell us you're still okay. I know life has been treating you unfairly. People have been cruel to you, but there are also people who love you very much and believe in you. I believe in you. Hwarangdan believe in you. We all just want to know that you're okay and you're healing from the open wound you've been hiding.
I know it can be scary to start over, but it is also terrifying and scary to come back to a place where they haven't been fair to you. The more we talk about you, the stronger we feel that you're a genuinely good person who always wants to best for other people and selflessly contributes your ability without thinking about yourself. Hwarang ah, for the first time in your life, just live for yourself please. We're still here waiting for you. I won't miss out on you and your activities anymore. Just please be okay, come back, and fulfill your dream the best way you know how.
I love you and cherish you for who you are. Stay strong.